- Mishka! Vresh-why? - Do not vru. - Vdvoyne vresh, time does not recognize. - Vydumyvaesh you all. Rest. Come in kindergarten. - No garden there will be no more. - Yes? - Yes. And do not worry about the colony. Now we walked silently. Suddenly, I felt that he was pleased that he was glad that our relations razlazhivayutsya. And that, like it or does. What I itself. However, help him - I thought. And, recruited courage, I told him: - Misha, you do not come to me more. I do not love you. And you do not love me. You do not need us to brutalise each other. Live their lives. And I will live their own. Forget what was. If you will, of course. I do not regret about what happened. Does not require anything more from me.

You got to. I science. That's true. He stood silently nearby. Then he said: - It is awful. Forgive me, if you can. - Farewell, - I said. - Let's be friends indeed? - He whispered. - Just friends - I replied. - Even so? - Even he said-so. I do not know why, but when I came home after that, it became easier. Be passed a difficult exam. And the following week showed that our gap was still inevitable. Now, no longer carries, Mishka peremetnulsya to Kate, became actively take care of it, even with Lidkoy began to talk. I remained at the heart of bitterness, but I am about anything has spared no. Maybe I am not conscious of the fact itself, wanted topart with virginity, and put me on the nature Mishku, as the most experienced among all my peers.

I am about anything has spared no. At the very end of a quarter Katja called me on his birthday. In doing so, it zagovorscheski whispered to me that it has asked me to call Igor. And that she thinks that it dries on me. I replied that come only Igor here nor does. Why not go, I thought, first, I always went to it, parties have not always been interesting. We were twelve shower. Six boys and six girls. Katja bring me next to Igor, something it was pointless to object, because it was clear that the pair have already been distributed. Near a Katia put Mishku, he won from skin diseases to be like.

I noted that he was not quite jealous. So, I do everything right, I thought. Igor accepted burgeoning care for me than to admit surprised me. I have always belonged to it well, but I thought that he drew no attention to me. But I probably drank surplus. Or boys quietly acid in the champagne vodka. Otherwise, I can not explain anything, everything that happened then, when the dancing began, and the company became a sprawling around the room, creating interest clubs. Hometwat - penalty vorovki. Some inquired whether stand the hanger, if it backs to lean against the girl and a long kiss her vzasos, other steel chairs to check for strength, usazhivayas them together, first guy, but to his knees girl, more enterprising took the other two vacant rooms, where have to communicate in difficult circumstances, without light to the touch.

And when Igor invited me to go to the balcony, I agreed with him, we identified plates to the kitchen, where my former lover caught in the very, very dynamic stage with Katey, is not surprised with what and how they were doing, but that in as a shelter for Love Affairs, as a basis, they used the kitchen table. Again, I have not felt even injection jealousy. Fresh air on the balcony seemed doubly fresh. I operlas on railings and more happened that I can not explain connected. In short, Igor came and embraced me from behind. He became caress me, andI, strange case, not at all opposed, I was really pleasant its laska, I started to answer him, he is suddenly behaved so strongly that within a few minutes ironing me where I am particularly concerned only Mishka.

His hands, his fingers brought me to semi-state of syncope, I remember only one, I was very good, I experienced such feelings, which was not even with Mishka, although he, too, so caress me. On the other hand all that concerned me. All I have a normal? Why full integration with Mishkoy did not give me a joy that I received at the hands of Igor, or even at the hands of the same Mishki? In short, whether it is not a disease? Why do I feel so strong feelings from Dutch han ds, why was not even share this joy with this proximity? It is now trevozhit.Tetrad Igor me / What a girl is ahead of me! What is the shortest yubochka closely overlying its popku. Brazzers - adolescents. What stalk! The century would have gone well and watched. Devchonka apparently not yet accustomed to such a short skirt and every ten steps (specifically, I thought!) It quietly (as it seems to think) down and hands, fingers grasp the bottom of skirts, fabric pulls down slightly.

Sasha, do not need. - Anya, I want to see. - On that view? - At what moves now. - Are you descended from the mind. - A what? Fingers can, and should not be depicted? - You can not. - A fingers? - I can not fingers! - But my fingers there. - Here and take them! - Neither for that light. You know what? - What? - You have a very beautiful legs. And here, and here. Then - no words. - But it does not already own. - A what? - Rather, the abdomen. - No, above the stomach, the stomach here. - Sasha, I stop, well, that you do. - Proveryayu, where the stomach. - Sasha, but as you think, that hour? - Probably polpervogo.

- To some, and it is. Biecz overdue. Empty-ka me milenkiy.Tetrad Natasha / Sixth of October. What is this day? Not in this day whether Kutuzov left Moscow? Not in this day whether Anna thrown under a train and the other oil shed? No? Then why on that day I became a woman? I am nobody gnal. Sama went. Samah. He said both? ; Want - comes, do not want - does not come;. And I came. So what? Wanted? Wanted. I looked in the mirror, remember, as it was a regret, to fool around nabituyu. Well remember how come to the gates of their homes.

He had already waited for me. Apparently, locked its sobachonku not to zalayala. Ozirayas, opened the gates, took me by the hand, as if afraid that I ubegu and led to the house. The rest was, as in a dream. Feast loss of virginity, no. Immediately planted me in bed, as if this was the only place where we can bring guests came to the girl. His hands tremble, he could not cope with the buckle and buttons. Hometwat - penalty vorovki. - Why are you so much for themselves endowed? - He asked irritation. Knew it would be, how long I dress, appreciating this or that thing, based primarily from the fact that he sees all this, but, more importantly, remove me.

But he never became a shoot with me. So I entered into adult life, in stockings, in lifchike and in combination. The combination and suffered the most. I sheets as something to wash off, and the combination had zasunut in polyethylene bag and put in the handbag. Homework. Your feelings, madam? Still, bolnovato. And shame. From that bare the first time that so much blood. Your thoughts, madam? But I remember it well. Think that I like a chicken on the pan. Also widely legs to move apart, the same helpless.

Another thought that ska-mamochka my room would be seeing me for this exercise. What do you like most, madam? Most wanted it stopped, I even told him about that, in response to begin to tug it even sharper, incoherence shepcha something like, now, now, is it not, tolerate, I can not stop, I am now;. And I suffered. According to distort his face, I realized that he crossed the finish ribbon, but, in itself, so I felt nothing, except all the same pain. What do you most afraid of, madam? Become pregnant. All of his tales about precautions were fairy tales.

He did everything that he and not thinking about me. Then I long pyhtela over its calendar, is not yet satisfied that I was just lucky. What would you like to add a deeply personal, madam? Of the deeply personal, I would like to point out that the finger where he is better able. Alas! Two weeks after this milestone, but neveselogo events, I have difficulty coming in themselves. Mishka demanded visits, I refused him. I have already indicated that he uhlestyvaet for Katey. Yes, I saw it and herself. Finally, we met the evening, it happened rather by accident.

It is possible that he simply podstereg me near my house. Nearly an hour we went with him on the street. So talked, about anything. He was a rejection of me. He was like a fox. - You like? - He asked cautiously. - What -; As;? - Well, so. Zaletela you not? - Vydohnul they will frighten.; Zaletela! Even as zaletela! - Wanted me to tell him. ; What contacted with you - zaletela! What gave you - zaletela! What I procedure - zaletela!; But I do not say. - It seems not. And even sooner. - I whispered. - For example, may need to verify.

- Proshipel this snake. Amateurcurves - adolescents. - Checked. Why not check. - I smiled. - You are kidding. In fact, the sooner the better. - I'm talking about it. What do you check sooner, the better. - On the subject of which you are invited me checked? - Mishka offended. - Yes really do not know what need a doctor here? - Disassemble me laugh. - Which doctor? - Peresprosil Mishka. - Well, maybe, there is one that checks people coward or not. - How did you took that I coward? - And then! Trusov, of course. Do you doubt? - I wanted to prick him. - You haveno reason to say so.

- That you have no reason to object. - And what should I - to marry you? - Sudar. You are in the ninth grade. Wife! In a colony did not get. - I do not raped you. And here colony? - More say that I came to you herself. - Yes, you came itself. - Yes you glad this straight. What is saving idea, yes? - Do not know, why are you such a wicked? Indeed, why am I zlilas to him? The answer came itself. - Because you love me and no Mishenka was not. - Nepravda. I loved you. - Here it is; Lyubil;. Those ten minutes that we were in bed. - You're s o vain. - Nothing is in vain. CG´te you. Here's who you are. - In terms? - Lidochku to cheat, then took me outside. Now Katenka in the queue. Cat. - Who told you so? Nothing that I did not have.