achnu with what happened so that, in its twenty-five years I stayed without a serious profession, giving reliable earnings. In our time, it would have been even less frightening for women, if I had a husband, I could contain. on how to sin, one year before the described events, I divorced. Left with broken tub, I started to invent something. The world is not without good people, and soon one, my girlfriend gave me separate council. Her neighbour at home with her husband bought a large shoe store in the city centre. Now they needed a vendor, and my girlfriend agreed to recommend. Of course, I was away from such a wonderful proposal. What remains to be lonely young woman? All the time, in full view, salary, certainly, horoshaya.

uzhno say that besides the work I had another problem, understood each divorced woman. I very much suffered from loneliness. No, certainly not in a social sense. Girlfriends came to me, and there were even some distant relatives, so I have been communicating with whom. No, I am talking about purely feminine, we can say physiological, alone. Already during the year, my bed remained empty. Dear readers, if you're a woman, you certainly will understand my despair and melancholy. Dolgov sleepless nights, I roll over in bed. Before taking my consciousness brought countless images of men, acquaintances and strangers.

All I wanted them madly, and commend all wanted to belong. Women's exclusion tortures me. When I finally fall asleep, the same repeated in a dream. Only these dreams, among others, were; Mokrymi; dreams. Often, without waking after them, I felt that I podo damp sheets. I realized that inadvertently ends in a dream, yielding sladostnym and inaccessible in the life of vision. Gradually, I am used to it, and once, still lying in bed, tried to resume his maiden experience with masturbation. I have not done this long ago, but now felt the urgent need to begin again. FirstI ashamed of itself, encouraged not to do so, but then remembered the phrase from the novel cruise; Emmanuel -; If you love a woman, then ask her how often she has masturbation.

And if he answered that less than three times a day, it is unworthy of your attention.; That phrase from the famous novel somewhat reassure me and to reconcile with reality. In one night, lying in bed, I first became cautious poglazhivat her clitoris and, to feel, as he gradually swelling under my fingers, insert the beginning Fingers look. This was admirable sense. My vagina, to yearn for in weasel, immediately became the first to let the juice. Smudge me to become moist, and I quickly became zatalkivat to expand and become wet passage between sexual lips entire palm.

My moist, slurred droppings hand belonged ever deeper. I felt pain, but it was a pain delight. However, I thought little of this. Second-hand, I continued to caress her nabryakshy and solidified clitoris. He is now standing protruding as little time in my vagina, to guard my naslazhdeniyaV first night I ran out twice, but that it was for beauty. After years of strict abstinence will give their emotions. All prostynya podo I was wet, and I even had to change it. From that night I started regularly made lonely pleasure. I understand that this is wrong, but nothing to do with lust, covering me.

Most importantly, of course, that my pet peeve - is that I never could find the man. After all, do not throw stones on the same street for the first vstrechnogoVot in such a situation I was when the girlfriend gave me address of the shop, in which I had to be administered to come to work. Nonude - provincial show in the range of vhf. Shop was really quite large. I met the owners. They were on the forty-years. Agnessa and ikolay, so they called, were high beautiful people, full of confidence and keep their own dignity. They have already hired one seller - People blond full thirty years, and now they have remained one vacancy.

I saw demanding, thoroughly acquainted. Searchgals - better be good?. We were sitting in the office, next to the trading hall, drank coffee from Brazilian banks and ate imported chocolate biscuits. The home-wife were careful to me, they obradovalis to learn that no commercial experience, I do not have. They this was necessary. ; Less will pereuchivatsya - ikolay said. In preparation for the meeting, I carefully reviewed his appearance. I chose a dark blue dress to the knee, just beginning my skradyvayuschee completeness, shoes on the heels of average size, hair peretyanula blue ribbon at the rear. When we are sitting at the low table, I noticed that the eyes of both spouses persistently inspect me. Looking Agnessy focused on my knees, and I hastened to tighten their edge skirts. Then look housewives became oschupyvat dress under my chest, waist. This view was not melt, perky. The same thing I noticed from the ikolaya. Embarrassment so frank assesses views, I cower. Speaking at this time, as innocent nor there, conducted around my forthcoming work.

Marriage was my failure. We wife quickly tire each other. Perhaps because of that I did not have, the courage to offer her a single, passive role, in which I dreamed to see his favorite girl, woman, wife - poluobnazhennuyu, extended at a store, serpentine by flogging. My imagination scrolls again and again as the favorite film tape, the same stunning episode in which nothing can compare to the impact force. And I do not know whether this happiness, whether the tragedy that I had in childhood podsmotrel not intended for my eye sight. We then lived in Krasnoyarsk, I was in high school, walked in the ninth grade and was almost openly in love with its class-Nagy - modest temnovolosuyu girl with long, until the belt, oblique.

It was high, a harmonious, beautiful. However, all the lovers of their hearts ladies always seem to be ideal. There was an exception and I am. Nadia girl was disciplined, tactful, polite. Talking negromko it slightly to look down look. Studied good at 4-5. ; Troika; been very rare, but if such misfortune it happened - so experienced that it was not the person. And once, when we distributed after verification supervisory work, Nadia, not stesnyayas us, their classmates, razrydalas loudly - it stood; Para;.

- Nadku today will fight at home. Want to see? - Tolknuv nudged me in the side, whispered in the ear in our neighbour. He knew that I had to sensitize Nade. - And how do you know? - I vzdrognul. - If we know! Her often fight - not once saw. She has a father - U-u-uh a strict! If Nadka 3 received - hence, the evening will certainly be flogging. And for her 2 skin later today. We agreed to meet with the neighbor evening when stemneet, then to penetrate to take home and Nadine; observation position;.

As soon come home, I itemized parents, which today is an interesting film in the cinema and I want to see him. My mother gave money for a ticket and allowed to go for the night session. So I was able to escape the evening from home. We met with a friend when the street was already dark, burned rare lamps light the homes of the window. Nadia lived a few blocks from us. Her family took half a large wooden house. Dogs in the yard was not. We tihonko proskolznuli into the yard and carefully looked in the window.

Curtain was not - because the window went into the yard rather than on the street and the owners saw no need to fear something outsiders whose views. Perhaps we have come too early: the whole family - father, mother, grandmother, Nadia, her younger brother and sister - sat at a table and dinner. Talks we have not been heard, yes, apparently for their food and was not: all were sitting quiet, focused. In the street, it was cold, blow piercing wind, we quickly okocheneli, but not all the expected spectacle began. After dinner table witha retractable woman, identified in the kitchen and, apparently, wash dishes there, and only then, neranshe than an hour, again gathered in a large room.

Nagy put in the center. She stood by deleting low-head and eye to look down and the father went back-and forward it to read notation. Minutes after ten when it ended education, on the stage there was a change of scenery: the mother moved from the wall in the middle of a large room wooden benches, where her grandmother-and then went back in a minute, incurring high narrow Badi, in which mokli long, thickflogging.

Father chose a suitable rod, tried it, vzmahnuv several times in the air and, apparently, remained satisfied. Caning was no less meters in length and thickness in the little finger. From one of its kind I have shivers rumours on the back. As at this moment experienced Nadia? Indeed predvkushenie most terrible punishment of flogging! We saw how tremble, do not listen with your hands until later, Nadia reytuzy knees and pantalony, funny way to go in them, dobrela to benches, dress and high to ride up on the dock behind in the stomach, under the palms podlozhiv head.

Mother tied a towel Nadiny feet to a bench near schikolotok, others - her torso slightly below podmyshek. We saw excellent white popku bare, just to shake from fear, wonderful, tempting a girl's bare thigh and lumbar spine. I have seen from the interception of breath, and in stages pleased zaschekotalo. Meanwhile, the father of conveniently stood to one side, widely razmahnulsya and with all the force hit Nadyu flogging. We, outside the window, was not heard, whether they were shouting. Probably, shouting. And much - because we haveseen dramatically, despite the path, dernulos her body as vspuhla on white buns devchonochih yagodichek sanguineum-red stripe.

Father seconds Nadyu slowly, with cable. Scars exactly lie one by one. Nadia serpentine under Caning as serpentine woman in ecstasy. I looked into all eyes and saw namertvo zapechatlevalos in my memory. My; boy in long trousers awakened long, painfully filled with blood and vzbrykival minute. The penalty came just before the half, when I failed, later, and all over the body spilling pleasant languor. About what I experienced divine pleasure! I lacked only that it was impossible to room vbezhat delete front bench to its knees, press lips to the excision Nadinomu zade and kiss, kiss without end alye, burning fire scars.

My friend was right - Nadyu punished very severely, indeed father; Spustil her skin;: it has received hundreds nemenee rozog and buttocks, and small, thighs and the upper part had been excised in the blood. I could not think that my class so severely punish parents. When the flogging ended, the mother approached, vyterla G©ventuels blood otvyazala I hope she recovered clothing, after which the dock put into place, removed from Badi flogging and all went into another room.

Soon the house lights turned off. We saw appalled, silently went to the homes. That night I slept troubled. Time and again I snilis same dreams - all options ranged saw Nadina flogging. And I have not felt themselves outside the window, and in the role of Nadine's father. And this change of roles has been to initiate even more - I do not find themselves; places in bed, on me in waves, one after another ro orgasm. Morning pants were wet and sticky, and sexual ill member, after hard work.

In the class behaved like Nadia does not happened. Neither the word nor a gesture she has not filed mind that yesterday its brutally vysekli. And I, barely throwing her opinion, immediately recalled in detail everything eve witnessed. Then the scene saw flogging ceased to be obtrusive, but changed her dreams and fantasies, in which action and deploy although in a different way, with other actors, but necessarily culminate this episode when I sec his lover. My first love school, as is often the case in life, melted like smoke, we scarcely went beyond the threshold of the school.

I did not seek Nadinoy hands, feeling that I necessarily want to split it, if we are married. Soon she married another and I no longer saw it - only in dreams that continue to dream me. Old69 - provincial show in the range of vhf. Thinking that the other woman out of the memory-sladostrastno bloody way, I married a friend from university. She did not know about the desire to consume me, but I'm also the first wedding night saw with horror that I can demonstrate the quality of the male only when imagined his wife lying bound on the b ench, with denuded, ispolosovannym Caning backwards. We have to part, when I felt that I was no longer satisfy the imagination, and to implement them in reality lacked the courage to seek consent from the wife: I did not want it considered me a beast, Sadist, abnormal.

I wanted to share that when something happened to me. Now me for 23 years, but history three years ago postponed in my memory for the rest of their lives. I studied in college, at the last course, semester and end in the near future upcoming protection diploma. I studied and no matter lodyrem was good, not even represented, as will lead the calculation of its diploma assignment. Me and a few of my classmates attached to the trainer, Lydia Feodorovna, so that it can hold twice-weekly consultations on the further question of our assignments.

Earlier, she helped lead us lessons on one of the subjects, and was very strict teacher. At the appearance she was about 45 years, but for my age it is not bad survived: bryunetka, pretty, medium height, curly hair in some places already proglyadyvala gray. Do not complete, but not fine art, with appetizing arse and legs slimabout Odevalas it does not look rather defiantly and business woman.

At its lessons all sat quieter water below the grass, because By could fly over the door for bad behavior or get a bad evaluation. Pornstarbook - provincial show in the range of vhf. Since its most elementary lessons I have shown themselves with a bad hand, thereby finding themselves in distress. Lidia Fyodorovna continuously improving our voice at me, I often pointed at the door, saying that I am the worst person in the group.

A test on its subject, I peresdal only the third attempt. So when I learned that Lydia Fyodorovna will monitor economic and arithmetic calculations diploma from my job, I was bad. - Well, another embodiment of happiness! - I thought. Before taking the diploma was still a lot of time, muchas 2 months.

We met with children from the day someone at the apartment that together, slowly, universal effort to solve the goal, but not brains long tortures and all our activity in the transition kartezhnuyu game for money. Time went quickly and inexorably has remained just two weeks before delivery of the diploma. There really was not until the cards. Lidia Fyodorovna became invite us to their homes, classrooms, dictates where not so in drawings that wrong in the calculations.

Eventually one day protect my diploma and enrolled for the second half of the day. Lidia Fyodorovna was appointed principal in the Examination Commission for the Protection of the diploma. ; Here it all and remember me - I unwittingly thought. But devat'sja was nowhere and I decided to somehow give it due attention, bought a big bouquet of beautiful roses, gave himself in full battle order, go to the hairdresser and long utyuzhil his outfit to look as a leading program; VIEW;.

Behind all these procedures have not even noticed that when the town late and on the ground in college, the commission told me that I will donate the most recent. When penetrated my hour protection, teachers suddenly announced a small break. I stood in the corridor and pulled from side to side.

Reb was not with me, all were in the courtyard of the college and happy drank vodka. Lidia Fyodorovna suddenly came up to me in the corridor and popravlyaya my tie soft, tender voice proiznesla: - Do not you worry so, everything will be fine. Such attention to it yet nobody has paid, but her words fired at me for some hypnotic effect. Throughoutmy usyplyayuschaya wave swept over his body and the head tighten the idea that it was me CCM.

After the break it was all quite quickly, I entered the audience, handed Lydia Fedorovne flowers and excellent protection, which she insisted on me to set the highest score. On another day we received a long-awaited diplomas of the end of the college. The guys have been told that will go to the home of Lydia Feodorovna, with the bar, saying, go to it or not, but at present it is necessary discharges.

I said that did not go and gave the correct amount. Actually, I very much like to go to it, but only separately, without the kids. Lidia Fyodorovna lived in a two-room apartment, on the first floor. Having bought a bottle on the way of good wine and a box of chocolates, I blank followed by classmates. Then, like a conspirator, waited on the second floor entrance in a long time, and when guys have left, descended the stairs and rang the doorbell.

The door opened and appeared in the short Lydia Fyodorovna halatike. - Well, I again late: And you guys? - I minted. - No, they have just gone, but I am glad to see you, pass - Lydia FedorovnaProydya responded joyfully to the room, we settled comfortably next to each other on the couch, in front, at the coffee table different viands and wine.

Then nice interviewed, lazily sip of cocktail glasses. Unexpectedly for itself, I made an embarrassing movement and shed their own content, usually shirt. - Remove it, I have to wash off, dry it quickly. - Lydia proiznesla FedorovnaPrishlos obey. She left briefly, but returned when told that is able to guess at hand.In response, I offered her his hand.

She sat next to me and povernuvshis backs became seen my life line. Suddenly I felt that Lydia delete my hand on his thigh hot. I have a breath sperlo from such events, but unnecessary banishing thoughts, I finally osmelel. Embraced her from behind, became pokusyvat gently caress his lips and her delicate neck. Then decided for another crazy step - became rasstegivat her gown - no resistance.

Lidia Feodorovna was the fervent breathe and paste on my knees podmahivala in his side backwards. I did not make a long wait and later to its knees wet panties. I opened an enormous picture: the white, juicy pop, in a breakdown between the halves of which were thick, black thickets in which vidnelos something pink and brilliant. I started to explore their own hands, these soft, hot halves.

In response poslyshalos: - Uschipni them only stronger! Well, I uschipnul. - Even so, well, please! - Lydia motifs zastonala FedorovnaMenya if current hit, from its words. I am very very sweet wanted to cause her pain. More than that, I began to fall with a plop these fragrant sonorous buttocks its palm. These actions followed by my response - the whole Lidin ago and the inside of the thighs had become wet and sticky from the objects.

Slightly razdvinuv legs, Lydia raised its highly popular forward shocks. I am well, it was clear that it is in between the legs - pokrasnevshaya vulval disclose how Bud and its LGBT issued any bulkayuschie sounds. I have a soul left in the heels of such a landscape, but the flesh has become heavily throb, trying to break trousers. Immediately there was an enormous desire to withdraw from their trouser belt and start a real singer.

I slowly became withdraw his belt, and Lydia Fyodorovna, to see one another that I want to do, look vzdragivala entire body, in anticipation desired. Nana blow for blow, then crosswise, then along the buttocks, I am more and more a part of the role of executioner. Finally losing control over themselves, I became more and sentence: - That you for raising voices, and this re-examination for the third attempt! I will teach you mind-mind! Most likely, very Lydia liked me to tolerate such humiliation, and she zaskulila motifs.

- Well forgive me, my dear, it would not be repeated! Gradually, it became a pop to turn pink and places of strikes has already been bagrovaya, but I did not pay any attention to this, my broadcasting pomutilsya.

- Well, there is no need, I ask you, beg! - Lydia Feodorovna to cry out, his Fork arm backwards from side to side on my belt, but I started continued until her body is not forgotten in agony. I became heated. Quickly relieved of their trousers, they are confused in the legs, knees, I tryaslis and, when finished with emerging as crazy attacked at Lidiyu, taking her from behind.My head was quite long, but when her voice ligament issued a subhuman Creek, I do not stand here and bryznul lot of semen in her vagina.

Having gotten the feel of its LGBT my turbulent flow, Lidia even stronger forgotten in the ecstasy. We ohali and the wail of pleasure. After that incident Lydia Fyodorovna just get me. I have to give your phone stupidity, from this evening on my tube just smoke. But still I had such mercy of Lydia, often seen to it and taught her lessons of good tone. Now Lydia Fyodorovna lived with a man, but I still occasionally pozvanivaet.