Published on Stulchike with the consent avtora.Kopirovanie and dissemination without permission is prohibited! / 1 Chapter 12. / / Igor Tetrad / Home we came back together. It happened so naturally and easily. Well, to me it's time, said Natasha and looked at me. I am you, I whispered. Wires, she replied. None of us is not delayed, no one imposed on us in the company. Katja Mishkoy met with us to door, imeninnitsa was very courtesy and farewell, it was moving. Sometimes I probubnil Mishka.

And we left. We slowly went on opustevshim streets of our town. It was dark and very stellar night. I would embrace Natashu, but not decided, and simply took her by the arm. She was small, warm palm. Inexplicable sense of compassion for her suddenly enveloped me. I poglyadyval on her face, at its knitting shapochku, on the whole her thin figure in bolonevom raincoats and I wanted only one, protect and regret. I do not know from whom, I do notknow why, but it is so: to protect and regret.

I thought that all my body slightly managers after what happened between us on the balcony. - See how many stars and how bright - I said. - Yes, I like to consider the so-starry sky. - When I look at the stars, then I think, is somewhere in there, too, is life? - And I think whether it is not there? - Remember, as well from Lermontov, pro siliceous way? - Yes, better not say. - You poets who prefer? - I? Mandelstam, Balmont.

- Well, you estetka. Where do you get them? - Father brought. - Not so bad, me, too; Moya militia saves me;. - And here militia. This konfiskat, with border crossings. Antisovetchina. - So this is at all anti-national act. - But you have not vydash same? - Do not allocated. The more so that the very stigma in the cannon. - In terms? - Well, Voice of America every night listening,; Freedom; fishing. - There are no put. - But I so want to be with you. In the first ranks of fighters.

- Well, take you in our midst - she laughed. - What do you like Mandelstam from? - The early poems are good. And here it is; I vozmuzhali rain Worms;, funny, nokak accurately. You have noticed how in May during rain they suddenly vypolzayut from podzemli terribly long and thick. And indeed, vozmuzhavshie. I think chtotochnost in the first place and distinguishes this poet. - A inspiration, and syllables, music and verse, because poets often sacrificed tochnostyuvo name rhymes.

- This is bad. Here you love Yesenin, yes? - Yes. - And how do you this? Ah, how many cats in the world, I believe, not to meet ever dream Heart green peas, I link blue star. Indeed set of words, no more. What else outside; green peas;? Table ilimozgovyh classes? A blue star on a bridge over, about her cats like peas? - Well, so all can be criticized. And thy including Mandelstam. And me, you know, like Ahmadulina yet, this young. You saw the movie; Lives this guy;? She plays a correspondent there, and so its lines: You hear how schekochet as techetPod mouse mercury, it zamret - totchasOpredelit silver and accuracy, What do you render honour.

- This is, you know about that? About gradusnik patient. One must also write so! After all, and the truth, the higher the temperature, the more you attention. Seeing it took such a household scenes and four prevratilaee lines in poetry, in a masterpiece. Spermshack - new mad adventure. - Yes, it is great.

And you? You wrote poems because sooner? - Pisal. Want to write for you? - I do not deserve it. - And now I will take and write. And you write to me, but? - I can not. - And you will try. - I do not know. - Try. I write to you, me and you. - And that's my house. - I have not noticed, as we have come. Posidim at the shops? - Kind of light in the windows? Munechka and punechka await me. With a soft mark. - Who are? - Mom and Dad! I am in their so-calledchildhood.

- Come on, though postoim sensitive. We entered the gate. And I immediately embraced it. Like a knife rezanula the idea that even a month and a half ago she was standing here with Mishka, but I was out there at the bottom, and podsmatrival for them. And what if now someone is watching us? Awful. How could I! Natasha tried to turn, but I managed to catch her lips. Her raincoat with every movement shurshal so loudly, as if it was not nylon, and aluminium. We kissed.

So cool. We kissed. So cool. We kissed. Someone went to the entrance, and I released it. No, it is past. I embraced her again. - I come tomorrow, okay? - I asked. - Come. How much does it? - A straight in the morning. Tomorrow is the first day of vacation. - Do not realized. And what we'll do? - Let's converge in the woods. There are now so beautifully. Come on, but? - Come on, but not with the same morning. We do not hunt, tea? We need at least protrezvet. - You may think you're drunk. - Nemnozhko drunk. Are you using it. - When, where? - Sam know. Pomolchi-ka better. - But do not you angry? - Sergio. - Well, tomorrow will not angry? - Let's look at your behavior. Well, all right, I ran. - Good night, yet. She potsokala up the ladder. - Natasha! - What? - So, how many? - Let's ten. I mchalsya home and in my soul was a holiday.

No, I did not leave. Let me put a colony, let fired from the school, but now we will be together. Parents arrange high, and let Mr. I do not otstuplyu from his. From what her? After all, her condition requires a permit. Option only two: either abortion or child. A child? What is still a child? This is such a small, pink? And where we are with him? No child in my head did not fit, despite all the noble sentiments that have become raspirat me. The next day I could not find seats. Evening and, with it being designated Svetoy inexorably approaching. And I decided to pre-empt attack and how to prepare a mother.

I went into her room. She sat in the chair and something to darn, murlycha themselves under the nose nezamyslovatuyu melody. I sat nearby. Took from the book shelves and began searching it. Napolzali one line to another. Lord, but because she had an excellent mood, and I am now running. A nightmare to some. - You made all the lessons? - Asked my mother. - Yes, all. - I do not know how to begin. Directly and say so? Or draw all jokingly. Ha, you know, May and Svetka something became pregnant! From whom? Yes me, it seems? No, do not go. And I decided to start from afar. I acted as if infiltrators, likea hunter, selects all closer and closer to his victim.

True, at the end of hunting was to fall victim myself. - Ma, but as you got acquainted with the folder? - What an innocent child asks a question! - With Pope? - Her eyes widened, it raised eyebrows. - Well, yes, with Pope. - Oh, I learned more in the tenth grade, and he served in our pogranzastave.Ona dreamy zaulybalas. So you probably were, as I am with Amy, I just do not zaoral. Only you were a year older. Now I perepolz closer to the victim and struck another blow. - I immediately you married? - No, I finished school. And six months. Yes, six months.

Wow! It seems that you hurry. Easygals - a few days vadim petrovich chapter eighth. She did not have noticed that I had with his spear razyaschim stand very close. - Ma, but do you like the Light? - Continue our dialogue has evolved rapidly. - Yes, good girl. Gently, good, modest. - I, Mom, I want to marry her - as I pronounced it, I do not know. - That's good. Finish school, get a profession, may posluzhishv army and married. Mamochka, my angel, my vyterpi decisive blow, and then we swapped. - I will have to do it sooner. - Why do before? We need to check feelings. - She is pregnant. It seemed to me that a terrible thunderstorm with lightning and thunder kept over my head.

But then in a room set grobovaya silence. Mother damage to its knees sewing and looked at me silently. Pause lasted and lasted all. - There can be! - Finally proiznesla it. Ha! And I also said at the beginning. - She is pregnant, and now her mother will come to us. - Barbed ezhik fight me throat. His mother made a hand to the chest, where heart. - Now it will come? - Yes, you should discuss the same. - What's to discuss? Dima, how could this happen? How could you? Lord, if I could, it would be, maybe, not so insulting. But I unless I say it is? Only now it would not become ill withheart.

Only she would have calmed down. - Lord! And it is bitch, come here herself, naked lights backwards. - Do not talk about it so. - And how should I say? How? - Mama, she did not blame it all myself. - You? Ty that, raped her? - No. - So, know for life - not bitch shochet, not vskochit dog. - Mama, not called her. We love each other. Strangely, but after those words zatihla mother. She deleted the head and became nervously massacred their handicraft. - Ty in the entire father. The same dog - she whispered very quietly. But it was already wonderful. Throughout the blame heredity. Thunderstorm in theleft side.

- It happened to us in the house? - Asked the mother. - Yes. But you know, all not as you think. - In terms? - Light remained innocent. The doctor said; Syndrome Virgin Mary;. - So you take us Isusika - mother smiled bitterly. Until I finally came, what is this syndrome. As I just do not doper? - They want to do the operation - I felt the word was more acceptable. - Abortion? - Mother called a spade a spade. - Well, yes. - Issuing I do. Speaking of emotions in the transition from the business part. The mother conceived. - Poor girl - it has to say in a whisper. - Go to his room and sit there.Last evil and she said angrily.

But I for the first time in this life has fulfilled its orders quickly and strictly. I was even glad that she banishing me. I sat down on the bed and felt as if passed a terribly difficult test. The first of several. Just five minutes into the door phoned. I was sitting, as if soldered. I knew who it came. I was scared. But on the other hand, I was once strangely calm. Why do something to remember Sergei. Yes, yes, the very, from the hospital. Kotoryyskazal that I; Neopasen for girls;. Saw it me now! Rzhal would probably until pulse.; Neopasen for girls!; Even as dangerous! Climb under the bed or something? No, not ridiculous.

I listen. It seems, the mother took her to another room. I have not heard anything from their conversation. Time pulled tomitelno. I started searching his notebook. What stormy life I lived during those six months! Probably will write once more. Give all Natashke, as agreed, albeit retain, but nobody gives a read. And others have lived this time? Even interesting. About himself, I know one thing, Svetu I do not leave, I like it, and we will be together. With decide now, our mothers? I do not know. I think they are wiser us. We Svetoy with only remai ns to wait for their solution. We just got in trouble. They vyruchat us, they should help us. What are we without them? More stories Oleg Boltogaeva you can find.

- What is that, New Year or something? - She raised eyebrows in surprise. - Yes, New Year, New Year - I seize this saving lie. - Then forgive - it pogrozila me Fingers. My fingers were still lying on her arm. I looked at holmiki her chest and I wanted to painstakingly put them on his palm. Carefully so. But I realized that this would be tantamount barbaric destruction of sand castle. Sweet pain familiar to scrap fingertips. Love was somewhere near. Only this time it promised to be particularly taboo, but because incredibly sinful and sladostnoy.

- Dushno here - said Larisa. - And if you do not want to nature? - How dare I say this? - Of course, I want to. - I'm going tomorrow in the dunes. I invite you. Note the beginning of winter holidays. - A edesh with whom and on what? - Father bought; Moskvich;, and so, it - I did not notice if it is; Who;. - Ty umeesh drive? - Uchus. - Then I will be afraid. - We go to the seashore. This is very dangerous.

- And who do you still take? Here I start quickly soobrazhat. If you say that I'll be one, she refuses, that's for sure. I would say that we will have two or three people, will turn out that something like kultpohoda teacher and her pupils. Then it will come. - Igor will Tolik - I vru napropaluyu. The main thing is that they agree. - And all? - You can take more, but the rest will stay behind in wheelbarrows. - To what even wheelbarrows? - She laughs. - A trailer - and the answer I also smiling.

- Well, bypassed without wheelbarrows, and where you are going and what time? - In three hours, from turning to the beach. - I will try not too late. She again became a look at the scene. My heart tingle. Is it all so smoothly produced? Maybe, and the truth, call Igor? Take a bottle dry. Zaki. But I also behind the wheel? But in the dunes can be. The first walk three times, will turn out that I do not eye, plus it to me. And then, I am confident that we will ride in the dunes with it together.

We will be alone. How cool! I was happy as Dimy nikogda.Tetrad / Initially I thought that I oslyshalsya. - I'm pregnant - quietly repeated Light. Now I thought that she jokes. - We were a doctor, I am pregnant - she deleted the head. And here I felt that the land, slowly but surely, running out from under the feet. What does it mean -; Beremenna;? Who is this -; We;? Pregnant from whom? I got that from you? This iswhat I - papasha potential? Or an applicant for a place in the colony for young criminals? But how can it be pregnant from me? I do not even.

I just top. A little bit. Once. Twenty seconds. No more. It could not get anything. I gave her a towel. And here towel? Or she is pregnant by someone else? Izmennitsa! No, can not be, they can not bump another. So - am I? I - father of the child? There can be. Thoughts of methane quickly, but the gift of speech is slowly returning.- There can be - the first words that I made in his new capacity.

- We were a doctor - she sighed bitterly. - Who is this; We;? - Another phrase that I was able to give birth. - We are with Mom. The Earth has become a second exit from under me. - I said a doctor? - The words are still born with difficulty. - He said; girl is pregnant, but she virgin;. - The doctor was a man? - Yes. Yet he scarcely ulybnuvshis, added that this; Syndrome Virgin Mary;. - Syndrome Why? - TheVirgin Mary.

- What does it mean? - I do not know - she quietly cried. - We should find out what kind of syndrome. Maybe this is not pregnant at all. I have enough for the straw. - Dima, you can not understand? I am pregnant and is not a syndrome. - Light, as that can happen? - Do not know. The doctor even talked to his mother in private. Tomorrow, she will come to you. - Who will come where? - My mom will come to yours. Humornsex - adolescents. After all, this is our common problem. Now, I kepton the legs only because grasp hands for a table on which sat Light.

Her mom comes to us? A nightmare! And that this will be? They immediately begin to throw plate or together will stifle me, pohotlivogo corrupter? What to do? Who is guilty? Classics, reply, you all know. Nikolay! Nosey my favorite! You did not have such problems with women? There was, and it was not as women themselves. Oh, lucky! And yet I have no women, and the problems already have. Oh, me grief! - What will they say? - I have not learned their vote.

- I do not know. Apparently, I have to do the operation. - What kind of operation? - I asked anxiously. - Abortion is called - vshlipnula Light. What I duren! Most took off from Google that there is such an operation. So this is wonderful! Making abortion! Every two-and ready. And any problems. I've heard that now it is done quickly. And very dangerous. - Mama said that it's quite dangerous - as if reading my Sveta thought.

- And I said, what does not. - I just have a week will be sixteen. Not every doctor would agree. - A good name will be - I whispered peresohshimi unrest from his lips. - Dima! - She called my name and silent. - What, Sveta? - I want to ask you. You do not leave me in my those terrible days. She cried again. I embraced it. - What do you, that you. Of course, I will be with you. Do not cry, please. Her small body shaken by rydany. And I suddenly became unbearable pity he r. This sense that something serious was across the throat. Where something from afar, from a cache of soul was born in me and my heart is filled with a sense of responsibility for this small, frightened girl, in the body which, suddenly, I finally began to understand this, which originated in the body of life. Thumbzilla - new mad adventure. From me. From me. I am breathing deeply and often. She almost zatihla, only her shoulders sadly omitted still shaken from rydany ended.